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Name: Nurul
Birthday: 5/9/1994
Gender: Female
Interests: Helloooo I am *points to above* 8) I like myself but I love my people more. I don't like falling but I fall for rafflesjudo (: I read books/watch movies of literary value (chick lits/flicks included). Chocolate is my oxygen, and orange juice is my water. I have many many wants that you can't fulfil. Sucks to be you. Or me, I don't exactly know what's my point anymore. Okay weird but I'm weird, so. Awesomely weird, mind you :D Peace out.
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MSN: nuruladhana.8D@gmail.com
Member Since:
12/30/2008
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| you're in the middle of the ride
I'm sorry but I dislike the new url.
Bye xanga, hello again blogger! 
http://feelstooright.blogspot.com
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| hate us, it'll only save us; stronger then we came up
"When things go wrong as they sometimes will
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill.
When funds are low and the debts are high.
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit.
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns.
As everyone of us sometimes learns.
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out:
Don't give up though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.
And you never can tell how close you are.
It may be near when it seems so far:
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit."
The batch talk today heartened me up a bit :) Thanks for making time for this, I love y'all  It really makes me happy to see that everyone feels the same way, and to see that we're all willing to fulfil our goals. Hopefully everything we talked about today wasn't just empty, useless talk. I hope we all keep to our word. It's just for 4 short months, and if we work hard enough we will see the fruits of our labour. I'm sure we all want that.
Happy 14th therese!  Today marks the end of the 1st week of term 2. It's been quite hectic I suppose, and I dread to think that this was just a 'little taste' of what's gonna happen ahead :/ I've been keeping up with all my homework except the stupid bio lj stuff  And I haven't fallen asleep. Yet. I think mdm r0z4n4h has noticed that I kept nodding off during history last term so the last lesson she asked me if I was okay  Oops.
Today's talk on global warming brought on the realisation that we don't have that much far to go. If that much of Shanghai is gonna go, Singapore in turn will be gone like this. It scares me to think of what we've done, what Man and his actions have caused our dear Earth to become  People finally start to come up with solutions now, but even then, it has become inevitable. I know it doesn't hurt to try but yeah, I'm just wondering why project Save The Earth only started recently. *shrugs*
We're melting like ice-cream.
Okay, I'm off to mug + catch up on gg. Basstard! Basshole! Punny, punny. 
edit: Oh, I managed to get in for the ora walkajogathon  Gonna crawl with farah heehee! And I also want to go for the history trip to cambodia, because it's underpriced and sounds like a good experience 
When you see your life through someone else's eyes
That's what you get, that's what you get
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| winter wonderlands were made for romances
My eyes are very tired from crying now, heh :/
To everyone who tried to cheer me up in some way or another, I thank you from the bottom of my heart To winners, congratulations! And to other people like me, we know what we need to do.
I was really unprepared for today, even mentally. Like I was supposed to psyche myself up yesterday, but with the worst cramp ever in the history of my life, I spent the night lamenting. I didn't do anything at all, much less think about what to expect. So I lost to Jiayan who beat Janice, and then during repecharge I lost to Janice.  I feel really, really bad about it, but I don't think my heart was actually in the game today. I was too busy being overly self-conscious, in my opinion. I need to focus.
I cried when I lost my 2nd bout. It was after the team talk and I felt so discouraged even though it was supposed to boost our morale. And when mr tan asked us whether we wanted to win so bad I couldn't even answer, because I didn't know. But now I know. Thanks niqian for turning my belt into a flower, and making me happy for a while 
And then I cried again while looking at the ongoing bouts. Today was a really emotionally-draining day. Thanks jinghui for talking to me then  I only met you today but you've been ever so supportive. And we had another talk and that was really the last straw man it kept me sad and teary for the rest of the day. I thought it'd be there forever but I guess as time passes, people have to move on too.
I must've looked like some red-eyed freak sniffling while I waited for my dad to get me at Novena Not like I don't already, of course. But anyway, I guess we have to make the best of what we have. There's 4 more months (or even less than that) to teams. I know all of them want it, I want it, the coach wants it, so what're we waiting for? We're gonna get it.
Now my ecstasy over bio has been totally flushed out by my melancholy.
Since you came into my world
It's changed me quite a bit
So look me in my eyes, and whisper something fragile
I'll see you soon
I'll see you real soon
I've never been affected so much by something I care about. And I hope you will be more understanding, and see where we're coming from. All of us need you more than ever now.
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| there is a title we can win no matter how hard we must swing
I've been doing that ^ for 2 hours because of stupid cramps. And yes alicia, it is hard to be a woman How come we have to suffer so much?
Plus, indivs are tmr. TOMORROW?! How did it come so fast man. I was planning to zen on the night before the competition, but with this stupid period I feel all agitated. And tired. And it hurts like shit. No chance of being calm man. And I bet it'll be even worse tomorrow, urgh.
This is bad timing ttm.
Oh, and congrats to all adiv players who won something or another!
We are the boxers in the ring
We are the bells that never sing
There is a title we can't win no matter how hard we must swing
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| when all the leaves begin to fall; if I'm falling, falling apart
You will get by, and I'll be praying for you.
There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go
I never said thank you for that
'thought I might get one more chance
What would you think of me now?
So lucky, so strong, so proud
I never said thank you for that
Now I'll never have a chance
May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads, the sleepless go
May angels lead you in
So what would you think of me now?
So lucky, so strong, so proud
I never said thank you for that
Now I'll never have a chance
May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in
(May angels lead you in)
May angels lead you in
(May angels lead you in)
May angels lead you in
And if you were with me tonight
I'd sing to you just one more time
A song for a heart so big
God wouldn't let it live
May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in
May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in
- Hear You Me, Jimmy Eat World
Dear God, help all of us get through this.
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